Anxiety

Today was THE day. At 6pm, my results for my examination would be out. I was shit scared. At first I had it registered in my mind that I would not check my results today. As if I produced crap results, I would not enjoy my holiday in Bandung next week. But then the option to check was too tempting. I really wanted to know how I did. My heart was thumping so hard as if it was gonna burst through my chest. I felt like vomiting. I was coughing like a 70 year old. It was 6.01pm. Results were out already. Without a second thought, I checked my results using my ever so awesome phone.